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I feel particularly anxious today. I didn't sleep well. It's weird that I'm done with school and I'm not going back. I heard back from that job, and it's a no go. I might be able to do some freelance work for them but they filled the permanent position. It was just too perfect and I was too disappointed. I think I cried myself to sleep in Dave's arms and woke up just stressed and upset. I came back from his house last night, it looks like I'll be moving in there in few months, I'm going to start packing some boxes up to take back when Dave comes to pick me up. I dont I guess I've been feeling self conscious as always. I guess I'm just nervous that I wont find an art job and I'll be stuck working for some dumb company at a computer or doing data entry or something. GAH.