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hello all. i know i haven't posted in forever. anyways, it seems like there's so much going on and the more stuff that gets added ends up being shitty. did that make sense? no? it did to me. anyways, i've got the boy issues...not cool. i've got serious depression right now. my gma got in a car accident and has been in the hospital for...3 weeks now? she's been very close to dying several times but seems to be doing well now. they might be taking her out of icu today or tomorrow. but anyways, that's very stressful. i mean, every time i get a call from my parents i'm always freaking out that they're going to say that she died. i really can't handle that right now. my recital is next thursday and guess what? i've got a killer cold. seriously. i went to the clinic in a panic and demanded any kind of medicine that would fix me immediately...so hopefully that'll kick in soon. my roommate and i are having some serious issues. i'm to the point where just looking at her or even hearing her voice sets me on edge...and that's not good. one because we're roommates until june 1st and secone, because we're doing our recital together next thursday. aaagghhh!!! i don't know if it's because my life was so easygoing before now or if i've just lost my capability of dealing with things...either way i'm not coping very well. i want to sleep all day long (could be part of the fact that i'm not really sleeping at all) and cry, vedge out on fat food, etc. anyways, it's time for me to get going to class. so later. hope you guys are all doing well. i miss you. be safe