today I...
Made lots of wholesome nummy food, some of which I can take to work tomorrow for lunch.
Had half a pot of coffee.
Did a couple sinkfuls of dishes.
Ate some nummy wholesome food (see above).
Found a needlepoint project I started some time ago (think a couple years), and did some work on it.
Watched the Law & Order CI marathon on USA while doing all of the above.
Called my friend L who just got back from NY a couple days ago. She is doing better than any other time I've spoken to her in the past couple years. That made my heart glad.
Called Miss V, but she wasn't home. Left her two messages.
Called gentleman_c, who was also sounding delightfully well.
It brings me inner peace when the people I love are happy and lighthearted.
Had a chat with my Mom via IM. She doesn't know how my bro is doing, but he's apparently not doing worse, because she hasn't heard anything.
Watched videos of Kimberly's foster kitty babies. Always over the top cute.
Now, I get ready for bed. Marmie waited for me to get off of the couch and then ran to claim my warm spot. Pretty baby.
I talk to him sometimes throughout the day, as if he were a real child. I get up from whatever I'm doing and go over to pet him. It keeps me from getting too lonely.
Tomorrow, I am facing a fuck of a lot of work. I will deal. It's all good.
Nighty night, my darlings. I like it that you all keep me company, even when it's passive.
(Needlework is an amusing pastime that lets me ignore the fact that I'm not writing. But I recognize this and accept it for what it is. Doing needlework with the TV going in the background lets me zone out even while I'm concentrating and accomplishing. The best of all possible worlds. I used to distract myself with sex as much as I now distract myself with other things. One day I will sit down, settle in, and just start writing. That day is getting closer and I am more and more losing - loosing - my fear of it.)
Had half a pot of coffee.
Did a couple sinkfuls of dishes.
Ate some nummy wholesome food (see above).
Found a needlepoint project I started some time ago (think a couple years), and did some work on it.
Watched the Law & Order CI marathon on USA while doing all of the above.
Called my friend L who just got back from NY a couple days ago. She is doing better than any other time I've spoken to her in the past couple years. That made my heart glad.
Called Miss V, but she wasn't home. Left her two messages.
Called gentleman_c, who was also sounding delightfully well.
It brings me inner peace when the people I love are happy and lighthearted.
Had a chat with my Mom via IM. She doesn't know how my bro is doing, but he's apparently not doing worse, because she hasn't heard anything.
Watched videos of Kimberly's foster kitty babies. Always over the top cute.
Now, I get ready for bed. Marmie waited for me to get off of the couch and then ran to claim my warm spot. Pretty baby.
I talk to him sometimes throughout the day, as if he were a real child. I get up from whatever I'm doing and go over to pet him. It keeps me from getting too lonely.
Tomorrow, I am facing a fuck of a lot of work. I will deal. It's all good.
Nighty night, my darlings. I like it that you all keep me company, even when it's passive.
(Needlework is an amusing pastime that lets me ignore the fact that I'm not writing. But I recognize this and accept it for what it is. Doing needlework with the TV going in the background lets me zone out even while I'm concentrating and accomplishing. The best of all possible worlds. I used to distract myself with sex as much as I now distract myself with other things. One day I will sit down, settle in, and just start writing. That day is getting closer and I am more and more losing - loosing - my fear of it.)