Just to let you all know...
My boyfriend and I have broken up.
It was my choice because ultimately, how could I love someone else when I can't even love myself.
I am terribly depressed at this moment because we only split yesterday. We are still going to talk to each other, but for one month have decided that contact would not be a good idea.
So, in one month's time, I will try to figure out how I feel and get help for the things I need help with. I am not saying I will be cured in a month's time, but just, at least I will have started to know (hopefully) what I want.
I love Alberto but not as much as he deserves or needs. At least not at this moment.
Hoepfully in the future, if we are meant to be together we will end up together. But for now, just for now, I need my time, space and a way to figure out the kind of woman I am as a part of this world.
I do love you Alberto, and I miss you, and I am terribly, terribly sorry.
It was my choice because ultimately, how could I love someone else when I can't even love myself.
I am terribly depressed at this moment because we only split yesterday. We are still going to talk to each other, but for one month have decided that contact would not be a good idea.
So, in one month's time, I will try to figure out how I feel and get help for the things I need help with. I am not saying I will be cured in a month's time, but just, at least I will have started to know (hopefully) what I want.
I love Alberto but not as much as he deserves or needs. At least not at this moment.
Hoepfully in the future, if we are meant to be together we will end up together. But for now, just for now, I need my time, space and a way to figure out the kind of woman I am as a part of this world.
I do love you Alberto, and I miss you, and I am terribly, terribly sorry.