Sep 21, 2008 12:59
This is our last goodbye. Everyday leaves me more confused, I hate to feel the love between us die. Is it really over? Just hear this and then I'll go. You gave me more to live for, more than you'll ever know. I had my hands in my pocket and my head in a could. No surprise I didn't see what was before my very own eyes. you caught me off guard, I keep a sinister smile on my face and had my heart on lock down. Never thought anyone could break me down. I finally had everything going just right, only to have the ghosts of my past and the skeletons in my closet emerge onto the scene. I know you're with someone now and so you're never lonely, because he's always there when you need him. but I remember how we spent some great times together, and how you use to say I made you life better.That was our last embrace, and now all I have left are my dreams of your face. Why can't we overcome this wall? Well, maybe through all this, we were still only strangers. You beautiful beautiful stranger Kiss me. Please kiss me!
But kiss me out of desire, babe, and not consolation. You know it makes me so angry cause I know that in time I'll only make you cry. I never thought that we would ever say our last good bye. All i want to do is get lost in your warmth and drift away. Every moment with you was never a waste of time. When the world outside seemed so unkind, I could always count on you to carry me through. I understand that sometimes solutions aren't so simple and sometimes good bye's the only way. So if you were to ask what I want this year, I think the answer is clear. I just want a chance that we'll find better days. I hope there will be a time when all the wrongs that I've done could be forgiven but I also understand that may be too much to ask. For you I'd waited all these years, all I want now is for you to just hold my hand beside you hands. I've heard your laugh and i've seen you smile, I wouldn't change a single thing. For you I'd wait until the end of time, if only I knew that someday you'd come and set me free.