It has been forever
I have not posted for ages, and well I guess I just lost interest. Today, I had to post...so I've been sick for the last few days, and it is why I am getting even further behind on my homework. Like extremely, and now I have work, so it looks like I will have to just fight through and work hard for the next few days to catch up. With the cold, I am losing my motivation to study. It seems, that it is easy to lose that for me. Anyway, what I wanted to share was that yesterday, one of my close friends told me, that the reason that she was so motivated was because of me and that really struck me. Apparently, two years ago, she noticed my hardworking attitude and used it to change herself. Oddly enough, now I always tell her how I admire her committed demeanor. Just something to think about. I could not help but feel a) proud b) disappointed. Proud, obviously because this was a huge compliment, but I was also disappointed because I feel like I have lost my way. Now, I promise to myself that I will find it again.
Take care.
Take care.