Day 3
I am in a poor state of mind. It started earlier today when I was making dinner, when my father told me that our car insurance had risen from just under $2000 per year to just over $4000 per year, just because I was added to the plan. I know it wasn't personal, but it felt personal. "Worst drivers in the world, inexperienced drivers," says my dad. That, of course, helped the taking-it-personally thing. Now it feels even more like a personalized "fuck you" from the insurance company. In addition, that means that my annual slice of the car insurance is more than I made this summer, and more than I made this entire year, which means by extension that the money I had intended to use for traveling Europe during my study abroad year will be going straight to my car insurance instead.
I just watched a video of Vondell Swain saying essentially random words. What is my life. ALSO my Twitter feed is full of people I know (I think your LJ name is kisforkurama? not sure anymore >.>) having two-sided conversations with the aforementioned internet celebrity, which has been kind of blowing my mind.
Also I watched the unaired pilot of Sherlock today. I really enjoyed it, I was surprised by how different it was.
I'm feeling better since watching that video. I thought (still think actually) that the cause of my down-ness was vitamin deficiency, and I have since eaten ALL THE TINGS to make up for the fact that my diet has been really poor lately. When it's hot I don't want to eat, and sometimes that means I just don't eat, which is bad. /o/ I made more rainbow cupcakes though, so that's a plus.
Also I'm kind of terrified about London.
I just watched a video of Vondell Swain saying essentially random words. What is my life. ALSO my Twitter feed is full of people I know (I think your LJ name is kisforkurama? not sure anymore >.>) having two-sided conversations with the aforementioned internet celebrity, which has been kind of blowing my mind.
Also I watched the unaired pilot of Sherlock today. I really enjoyed it, I was surprised by how different it was.
I'm feeling better since watching that video. I thought (still think actually) that the cause of my down-ness was vitamin deficiency, and I have since eaten ALL THE TINGS to make up for the fact that my diet has been really poor lately. When it's hot I don't want to eat, and sometimes that means I just don't eat, which is bad. /o/ I made more rainbow cupcakes though, so that's a plus.
Also I'm kind of terrified about London.