Jan 11, 2011 00:09
I hate waiting games. I really really really hate waiting games.
Especially when me having a job depends on waiting to see if I'm on the schedule that comes out in...three days.
Three days.
Three days I am going to be on edge because I'm paranoid that I won't be kept on because I don't know one small section of a department from another by number. This is the first time I've ever really done retail work and I'm so fucking paranoid that I won't have a job at the end of the week because I'm always such an idiot with things.
Oh, and I was also pretty sure I wouldn't have a boyfriend anymore by the end of the day turns out I still do but I'm just panicking about things all over the place it seems...
I think I need to get laid. :|a
waiting games suck,
fuck this,
panic time,
auuuuuuugghhhhhhh