don't forgiiiiit....the mild sauce :)
good times good times. Anyways i figured since I'm home and bored, I might as well update because I have absolutely nothing to do. Everyone is at Greg's right now, but I hafta be home because of my stupid curfew. Oh well, I was kinda tired anyways, and began getting in one of my moods, so i figured it would be better if I left.
things lately have been pretty good. Not too much complication or anything, but whenever I do have it, of course it's big. Sometimes I just wish I had more guidance as to what direction to go in and how to act sometimes.
Went to Jamba Juice with Amy today...fun as always. Talked about college and stuff and it just made me think how much I'm gonna miss people like CC and Jason who may end up at out of state schools. Not having CC around to laugh with in Spanish...Not having Jason to just be here for me...he's the reason why I am who I am today...he just...makes me a better person I guess. It's scary thinking that I won't have that anymore when he goes to UNT, when all I want now is to keep him close to me. Argh...why does college have to come so soon?? Some people I'll end up going to school with...like probably TJ, Skott, and Sara..and I love all three of them. They're three of my best friends, and I would love sharing the college experience with them. I couldn't imagine my life without TJ at this point. He's been in it for 11 years...might as well add on another 4. It's fun to talk about getting an apartment with the three of them, and all living together at some point. But without certain people there, like Jason or Amy, things will seem incomplete. I just started becoming close with these people, and pretty soon I'll have to say goodbye. I know there's a whole year left, but still...that's not very long.
I just hope this year will work out. One situation in particular...you mean the world to me baby...I can wait...you know I will. To me, being able to be with you will be worth the wait in the end. We've come this far, so I know it can happen <3
wow, so yeah i needed to vent a little, but now I'm talking to Amy so it isn't so bad :) HI AMY!!! I <3 you! i'm gonna pull ur hair again! lol
alrighty well i'm out...
Amanda Rose
ps...hope everyone stays safe during the hurricane, whether it hits or not...I love everyone!
things lately have been pretty good. Not too much complication or anything, but whenever I do have it, of course it's big. Sometimes I just wish I had more guidance as to what direction to go in and how to act sometimes.
Went to Jamba Juice with Amy today...fun as always. Talked about college and stuff and it just made me think how much I'm gonna miss people like CC and Jason who may end up at out of state schools. Not having CC around to laugh with in Spanish...Not having Jason to just be here for me...he's the reason why I am who I am today...he just...makes me a better person I guess. It's scary thinking that I won't have that anymore when he goes to UNT, when all I want now is to keep him close to me. Argh...why does college have to come so soon?? Some people I'll end up going to school with...like probably TJ, Skott, and Sara..and I love all three of them. They're three of my best friends, and I would love sharing the college experience with them. I couldn't imagine my life without TJ at this point. He's been in it for 11 years...might as well add on another 4. It's fun to talk about getting an apartment with the three of them, and all living together at some point. But without certain people there, like Jason or Amy, things will seem incomplete. I just started becoming close with these people, and pretty soon I'll have to say goodbye. I know there's a whole year left, but still...that's not very long.
I just hope this year will work out. One situation in particular...you mean the world to me baby...I can wait...you know I will. To me, being able to be with you will be worth the wait in the end. We've come this far, so I know it can happen <3
wow, so yeah i needed to vent a little, but now I'm talking to Amy so it isn't so bad :) HI AMY!!! I <3 you! i'm gonna pull ur hair again! lol
alrighty well i'm out...
Amanda Rose
ps...hope everyone stays safe during the hurricane, whether it hits or not...I love everyone!