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Hey! Im freaking tired! its 1146pm! If I'm tired, then why am i not asleep? hah.. i dunno.. I'm bored too! There's no one online! well.. there are.. just that they are on away msg.. such as from my best friend Karen:YoYo! I'm sleeeeeeeping! I'm almost there 2 my granny n pappy's house! Whoo! *eee* :-P Leave a msg or e-mail me *karebear@tmail.com* Then my other friend..Jen: ZzZzZZz gEtTIn mY bEaUty SLeEp... :-P s0 dRoP a lIne oR eMaiL me: sUgAfLyjEn@tmail.com n I wIll rEpLY BaCk aSaP! :-D NOT FAIR I want them awake! NOWWW... dammit.. o well.. oooh! Karen's back from her away msg! yay! I'm kinda pissed off at my mom's computer. Somehow every time i try to send a message, it takes forever!! it takes about 5 seconds to to send the msg.. wtf? thats not right.. hmm i better file a complaint.
I HATE decisions!! I dunno if i want to go to my brother's memorial on sat. it will be too depressing. For your information, my brother died on April 2nd, 2004 and we are having a memorial on sat. Also, since my brother died, my mom has been a wreck! I just cant imagine what my mom is going thru. Thats why i dont want kids because u get too close with them and u love them unconditionally and suddenly, they are gone forever. My mom had asked me to move in with her and go to riverside school for the deaf. Thats probably the hardest decision i ever had to make. I want to move in to support my mom and help her go thru the pain of losing my brother. However, I want to stay with my dad and finish my high school at Rio Mesa, but if i stay, my mom might not make it thru. If I stay with my mom, my little brother and my dad would be crushed because they love me soo much, and dont want to lose me. My stepmom probably wants me to stay to do the chores around the house, haha. O well.. I have a lot of thinking to do. And another decision thats getting on my nerves! I dont know who's hotter, Chris Ah sue (practically the hottest guy in school) or Riley Smith!! AHHH! Helppppp.
OH! I REALLY want to see "Something about Mary" and matrix 2 and 3!
and Cheaper by the Dozen!! haha.. ack.. this is a long entry! and thats 3 in one day! im pathetic!
peace out!
I HATE decisions!! I dunno if i want to go to my brother's memorial on sat. it will be too depressing. For your information, my brother died on April 2nd, 2004 and we are having a memorial on sat. Also, since my brother died, my mom has been a wreck! I just cant imagine what my mom is going thru. Thats why i dont want kids because u get too close with them and u love them unconditionally and suddenly, they are gone forever. My mom had asked me to move in with her and go to riverside school for the deaf. Thats probably the hardest decision i ever had to make. I want to move in to support my mom and help her go thru the pain of losing my brother. However, I want to stay with my dad and finish my high school at Rio Mesa, but if i stay, my mom might not make it thru. If I stay with my mom, my little brother and my dad would be crushed because they love me soo much, and dont want to lose me. My stepmom probably wants me to stay to do the chores around the house, haha. O well.. I have a lot of thinking to do. And another decision thats getting on my nerves! I dont know who's hotter, Chris Ah sue (practically the hottest guy in school) or Riley Smith!! AHHH! Helppppp.
OH! I REALLY want to see "Something about Mary" and matrix 2 and 3!
and Cheaper by the Dozen!! haha.. ack.. this is a long entry! and thats 3 in one day! im pathetic!
peace out!