May 06, 2005 12:12
still no internet at home, in case you haven't figured it out yet. it sucks when you live in west guam in the middle of the bushes with a bunch of deer and groundhogs and you can't even instant message people you don't really like but keep on your buddy list in case you get so desperately bored that you'd talk to them just to keep your mind off of how badly you'd rather shoot yourself than be where you are. i've got no outlets for frustration out there. i'm seriously considering purchasing a rifle and taking up deer hunting in my backyard out of lack of better things to do. i guess i'd probably get a pistol or a bb gun too, to shoot the squirrels and keep them out of the garden. god, i'm beginning to sound way too hickish for my liking.
job interview at pier one imports in danbury this afternoon. feeling good. that would kick ass if i got to work there. i could be like kirstie alley [before she got fat] in those commercials where she skips around the store all excited and whatnot. yeahhhhhh, not really. i have bigger aspirations than wanting to be like kirstie alley. or perhaps i don't, i'm really not sure. come to think of it, i don't really know where i want to go or what i want to do with my life anymore. i know where i'm going and what i'm doing, but i don't know if that's what i truly want or if it's what's right for me. i guess the only way i'll find out is by giving it a try though, right?
if all goes well, i'll be going out to celebrate with rebecca this evening. tomorrow looks like work at the bakery followed by an outing with caitlin filled with pornographic purchases and dinner at the olive garden. i'm keeping sunday free because i'll probably be exhausted by then. oh shit, i just realized that's mother's day. i guess i should plan something nice to do for rebecca. maybe caitlin and i can take a trip to the danbury mall and quickly do some mother's day shopping.
looks like i'll have internet at home on monday. if it works out, you'll see me online on monday.