What Now?
Well i graduated 11th in my class. Wow, how exciting. NOT!!! Yah just cant wait for college. All that senior stuff was fun, well at least at first. Banquet was okay, ran a red light downtown and almost got hit. Amy n Clare spent the night and we got ready for farewell together. It was okay, cried for like a whole two seconds. Wow, i will not miss half the ppl at school so whatever. Prom was fun. Went with Dean as planned. The food was good. Haha. Inside joke. Anyway went to Amys afterwards n ended up goin home a couple hours later. Its something about school functions, all of them, that put me in a bad mood. Maybe its that they're all about fuckin NICOLE CLARKE. It just makes me soo mad that i could have been where shes at. Number 1, goin to an ivy league. But no, i had to get fucked up n off track cuz of stupid ass friends. UGH!!!! My fault i guess. Actually it definitely is my fault. Anyway yah so thats bout it. Im just in a weird mood lately. Like i dont mind being single. Not that big a deal. who cares. Well lately its just that everyone has someone n its pissin me off. Dunno why. Like im just tired of not having someone there. Ugh, maybe i should just go be a whore. Seriously, since i seem to sabotage every relationship im in anyway n i will never find a good guy anyway. So whatever. I dont even think anyone reads this anymore. Maybe i should just delete, i can talk to myself in person instead of fuckin wastin 20 minutes typin this shit. LOL. Whatever