we'll find a place, there isn't room for two of us.the minutes drag, then theres a world between us
so ive spent the last couple days writing and rewriting exactly what i wanted to say. you see, everytime i wrote it down.. i worried that i would portray myself in a much more negative light.
because the last thing that i want is for people to ASSUME that something is wrong with me.
because the last think that i want is for people to ASSUME that i cant deal with anything on my own.
ive just been thinking a lot lately. thinking a lot about the person that i want to be. i feel like lately, ive made some mistakes. nothing harmful. nothing that i cant get past. its just that im worried that i could ruin the person that i want to become.
i think what it really comes down to is: i need to portray the wonderful devoted christian girl that i am on sundays, everyday of the week.
i had a really religious weekend.
friday: i went to see phil wickham with smalls. he was absolutely amazing.
saturday: i went to temecula with my sisters to see some amazing bands. seriously, there is definitely something about seeing your friend on stage worshiping God, that is so humbling.
sunday: i drove to church with andi and heard an amazing sermon; and i got to see a couple REALLY amazing people :]
so thats it. im really going to try to be better.
but basically, I LOVE LOVE LOVE EVERYONE THAT HAS KEPT MY HEAD UP HIGH :]