it was a birthday present, and probably the sweetest one at that ( Read more... )

how do you know if youre in love?
because i know this feeling is unlike anything i have ever felt, but what is it?

i must say,
the side effects of medication,
are dreadful.

and thats all im going to say about that.

i cant even remember the last time i liked a boy like this;
and you know my dad only made my good feeling amazing,
telling me this is the only boy he has ever liked that i brought home.

no offense to you previous boys,
but you really dont even compare.

i think this is the clearest depiction of how far ive swayed,
i found this written may 13, 2007;

i know theres a reason why God brings people into our lives ( Read more... )

i havent written here in a long time ( Read more... )

how dearly she wants someone to love her.
for shes losing everything about herself that she once held so close and dear.
changing her ideals, changing the framework of the person she wishes to become.

sometimes i feel like my life is spinning out of control. and im not asking for your hand.. im asking for your heart.

were friends.
and it was a huge mistake.

and thats the last i will ever say about that.

it was a big deal to me.
and now its gone.

im tired;
&& i cant sleep.

my life is going well.
im keeping busy to avoid anything that may keep me back.

but ironically, ive reconnected with someone.
someone who use to push all my buttons in a dramatic way.
hahaha, who knows how he pushes them now.

im dreading august 5th :[