I got married!

Nov 05, 2010 10:53

Admitting and denying certain truths about my wedding day is bothering me. It was a wonderful day, and also an awful day. I was so sick, and feverish even. I was nervous and tired, and denied my husband to be almost all day! That's the only bad really. I was sick. But it permeated everything. I didn't drink my ass off. I didn't finish my yummy pork chop. I actually was ready when the night ended. How shitty? very shitty being sick.

But... as soon as I got to the church, a rush of adrenaline hit me. perfection took over the day.

The best parts of the wedding day were those actually shared with Lou. The parts when I could let everything and everyone melt away and be consumed by hi beauty and love. Just before the ceremony we snapped a few pictures of when we first saw each other. Our ceremony. I want to relive those moments. It was powerful and radiant from where I was standing. There was an overwhelming feeling of joy, love and blessing in that 20 minutes. I could feel it radiating from every person and fiber of the church.
afterwards, Lou and I got to take more pictures, just the two of us, and recap a few moments. We got to kiss each other uninterrupted, look at the rings on each others fingers and smile, all the while creating art! those are perfect moments.
I did dance my ass off. I got man handled by a drunk mommy who doesn't get out much. I laughed and hugged every person I could. I have my virus the opportunity of a lifetime to spread all over the US, coast to coast, north to south, plus Hawaii. Enjoy world, you are sick because of my joy.
there's more. lots more. but I want to bask in the moments I've mentioned so far.
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