Last Day
man oh man.. it so doesnt feel like the last day it feels all weird and dreadfully dreamy and yet not. I feel like I'm in bubble wrap and swimming, and trying to dive for pennies at the bottem of this pool.. I cant sink but I'm not swimming.. I'm forced to float at the top and feel dizzy, but the water is warm, the sun soft and it feels alright.
Its a mix of things that havent been mixed up quite enough to change anything, but I know once it gets shaken up it wont be 5 things in one bowl but one entity. I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooo ready to be home, i can almost taste feel and smell home, it's crazy. I can't wait, I cant.
Paris will be my big jump, and I think from there it will be easy. I have a surprise party to go to now... I have a head full of soap bubbles and sea salts..
I have hands full of flowers but no vases. I'm so excited I'm shaking. I'm making fools gold seem like a treasure chest full of real gold, but it's all so shiny.. I cant help it.
I Love You!!!!
I'll see you all soon... and I'll be leaving the rest of you. Thank you, every one... I cant even start to think of where to start or stop.
I Love you all.
Its a mix of things that havent been mixed up quite enough to change anything, but I know once it gets shaken up it wont be 5 things in one bowl but one entity. I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooo ready to be home, i can almost taste feel and smell home, it's crazy. I can't wait, I cant.
Paris will be my big jump, and I think from there it will be easy. I have a surprise party to go to now... I have a head full of soap bubbles and sea salts..
I have hands full of flowers but no vases. I'm so excited I'm shaking. I'm making fools gold seem like a treasure chest full of real gold, but it's all so shiny.. I cant help it.
I Love You!!!!
I'll see you all soon... and I'll be leaving the rest of you. Thank you, every one... I cant even start to think of where to start or stop.
I Love you all.