Aug 17, 2006 13:54
Tonight's my last youth group before college. I really hope I don't cry. But I bet I will. I mean, at the past two Masses I've gone to I've cried at least a tiny bit just cuz I know there's so few left. Now that I only have 7 days until college, it's like everything I do is my last everything. Today's my last Thursday. Ugh. I feel ready for college now that I have everything I need. But that's only material-item-ready. Mentally I am not ready. I saw Aunt Carolyn and Jimmy at the beach yesterday. I will probably see them today too, but I never know if it's the last time or not. Grandma & Grandpa only get home from vacation on Saturday. That only leaves me a few days to go see them to say goodbye. And what about all my other aunts and uncles? I love them all and I'm gonna miss everyone. I won't see any of them until Thanksgiving. That's like 3 months away. Uncle Paul and Aunt Heather will be having a baby in the beginning of October. I won't even get to see my cousin until it's about 2 months old. Granted, babies aren't my fav. thing in the world, but still.
Anyway, I don't feel like thinking aobut stupid college right now. I mean, I love Franciscan to death. But I'd be so much more content to be a senior again...or even a junior.
Anyway, I'm gonna go to the beach to play with my cousin.