the dagger thru the heart just makes life a little more interesting
I have decided in life that sometimes a devine intervention is needed to get by. Sometimes too much time together is too much time together, and you think that is what keeps you together, when in fact, that is what tears you apart. Communication is the key part to a relationship right? so why cant people communicate with me, and just tell me how they feel. I think that sometimes it takes more than just love to make it anywhere in life. Not that I thought it would go anywhere past high school, after all, he is just a boy. I think I have done a lot of growing over the summer, and became even more mature than I already was before. More independent, because after all, the male race is the male race. You cant help who you love, and I understand that. My devine intervention was love. He loves her, and wont ever love me the way he should. How do I take it? Well, I take it like I do everything else, with a grain of salt. Move, on. Cant help what your heart does, or wants.That goes for both of us.I want love that is just mine, and he wants to share that love, after Ive let go completely to all past relationships. When you think things are going ok, IT ALL CRUMBLES.
My senior year is not what I thought it should be. It is the most boring year ever, socially, and mentally the most stessful. I have to get into EKU, no, I can get into EKU, but I want to get into a better college than that so I dont have to be stuck at the college that at minimum requires a pulse. ya know? I want to move the the coast and live near the beach, volunteer in the communities, help people that are less fortunate that me, and psycho analyze ding bats who think they need me as a psychologist.Just kidding, Sometimes I think I need one too. But Ive always said I could get someone to sit and shake their heads at me for an hour for free. I think a psychatrist is there basically for you to vent to someone other than family and people that are causing your problems.
as for any other thoughts, Im working on my license, have a car, but without license, its NO GOOD.
My senior year is not what I thought it should be. It is the most boring year ever, socially, and mentally the most stessful. I have to get into EKU, no, I can get into EKU, but I want to get into a better college than that so I dont have to be stuck at the college that at minimum requires a pulse. ya know? I want to move the the coast and live near the beach, volunteer in the communities, help people that are less fortunate that me, and psycho analyze ding bats who think they need me as a psychologist.Just kidding, Sometimes I think I need one too. But Ive always said I could get someone to sit and shake their heads at me for an hour for free. I think a psychatrist is there basically for you to vent to someone other than family and people that are causing your problems.
as for any other thoughts, Im working on my license, have a car, but without license, its NO GOOD.