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hey.. wow im so tired.. i just woke up not to long ago.. n i had to clean my bathroom.. eww!!! n i still gotta vaccume all 4 rugs in my house.. yey!.... but i wanna go bak to bed! im so tired! and my back hurts so much!!! i can't wait till wed. lol.. so i can see wuts wrong wit it.. n so they can say that i can go to see my obtritionist... so i can
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I still don't get why we have been fighting so much. You say I'm a hypocrit becuase I was worried that Alison hates me. Yeah I shouldn't of called her names but I thought I could say them to you just to vent cause I thought I was your "bestfriend" like you told me the other day. But it's soo obvious I'm not. You never mention me in this thing like you do paul and sasha and ricky. Hell you fucking mentioned Barry and not me at the party that was for ME. The only thing you've ever said was John left. Pauls your bestfriend I don't know who but anyone but me, you never run up to me and give me hugs or anything. I wouldn't care, but just don't lie to me and tell me you love me and all this shit when I can't even go to you for help. You hate how we've been fighting? Me too, and everytime I try and apoligize to people about it they yell at me and we get in more fights. So I really do feel like just giving up and never talking to anyone from my "old" life again. So unless you honestly want to forget the past, or just forgive me and try to move on, or not forgive me just let me know and *poof* I'm gone. I'm not going to fight with you or Alison anymore because it makes me too depressed and angry. Everything seems fine with Alison, so now I guess it's just you and me. Hope things work out, but I really am losing my patience with this and I do apoligize for being so angry but I will try and be better but maybe we should at least take a break or something so that hopefully we'll both be interested in the other again. Bye.
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