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hey.. wow im so tired.. i just woke up not to long ago.. n i had to clean my bathroom.. eww!!! n i still gotta vaccume all 4 rugs in my house.. yey!.... but i wanna go bak to bed! im so tired! and my back hurts so much!!! i can't wait till wed. lol.. so i can see wuts wrong wit it.. n so they can say that i can go to see my obtritionist... so i can get X~Rays... i hope its just suttin the i can fix by exercising.. os suttin like that.. cuz other than that.. im scared... i dun like how it may turn out.... so yea.. im still mad at john.. i have told him at least 5 times yesterday why im pissed off at him and he still doesn't get it... n its just pissing me of even more.. so im just not even gunna tell him why anymore.. im dun... he thinks that he didn't even do anything wrong... i give up!!! i give up on everything... i dun care anymore.. i havn't for a while.. n its scary but tru.. but yea.. anyways.. i wanna get into the shower.. i think i smell.. lol.. i probly dun but i think i do.. but yea.. lastnight i tlkd 2 Paulie! n max in a chat room.. they weren't to much fun... max just had to bring up Ricky... but yea.. it dun matter... i can't wait to go to nikkis.. so that i can be outa here!!! n so i can chill wit my grl!!! were gunna go to the movies i guess.. wit timmy.. n.. his grl.. n richard.. n his grl.. n nikki n me..!!... my mom is workin so i dunno if she can drive u thou.. i will be so mad if she can't!!! but yea.. my dad is here.. n i bet u a million dollars that within then next 15 min.. we will get into some type of stupid fight.... but yea.. now my sister is home too.. so ima go n get in the shower.. luv u all.. 3.2.1.....