fuck
im pissed....FUCKING PISSED....and im sparing NO DETAILS OF THE ENTIRE SITUATION ANYMORE...
im mad, why you ask? because for some strange reason my boyfriends "best friend" doesnt like me...funny, cause anyone who knows me knows how easy it is to get along with me. so lets try and figure out why....
could it be because i love justin with all my heart and havent done anything to hurt him? nooo, that cant be it.
could it be because i would do anything for him at the drop of a dime if it made him happy? nooo, that cant be it.
could it be because we make each other so happy that we desire to spend more than 1-2 days a week together? nooo, WAIT...i might be onto something. yes, here it comes...
i see justin twice a fuckin week, for what a few fuckin hours? how does that suffice? it doesnt. how would you feel if you had but a few hours with the person you loved? how would you feel if someone took your precious away from you and made you wait just ONE FUCKIN DAY, just one day...try that out for size. then come to me and tell me a few hours a week is enough. this is fuckin bullshit folks...
i was the happiest fuckin person the day i met justin, the day i realized that this man was going to change my life, my opinions, my views, MY FUCKIN WORLD...heres what i didnt fuckin expect. i didnt expect that his best friend would hold a grudge against me because he wants to spend time with me. i didnt expect to go to his best friend and ask for help to get something together for his birthday, only to be told it couldnt be done...or at least, thats what i was told...but come his birthday night who was the one organizing everyone meeting up...oh ya, YOU...i try and do one fuckin nice thing for justin, to show him just how fuckin much he means to me, and you fuckin take the damn idea and make it your own, well wheres my fuckin credit? wheres my thank you nikki? oh thats right, it was YOUR idea...well good idea sir, tell me some more....
IM FUCKIN PISSED....ALL OF MY FUCKIN FRIENDS have accepted justin with open arms.all my fuckin friends make him feel like the man he is, not less of a human being. and do you know why? they know how fuckin happy he makes me, all the things he has done for me...they dont disregard him and pretend that he doesnt exist, no cause that would be FUCKIN RUDE!
i honestly dont think i have been this outraged in awhile, i bite my fuckin tongue...i swallow my fuckin pride, and i apologize...WTF DID I DO?
PISSED, FUCKIN PISSED!
im mad, why you ask? because for some strange reason my boyfriends "best friend" doesnt like me...funny, cause anyone who knows me knows how easy it is to get along with me. so lets try and figure out why....
could it be because i love justin with all my heart and havent done anything to hurt him? nooo, that cant be it.
could it be because i would do anything for him at the drop of a dime if it made him happy? nooo, that cant be it.
could it be because we make each other so happy that we desire to spend more than 1-2 days a week together? nooo, WAIT...i might be onto something. yes, here it comes...
i see justin twice a fuckin week, for what a few fuckin hours? how does that suffice? it doesnt. how would you feel if you had but a few hours with the person you loved? how would you feel if someone took your precious away from you and made you wait just ONE FUCKIN DAY, just one day...try that out for size. then come to me and tell me a few hours a week is enough. this is fuckin bullshit folks...
i was the happiest fuckin person the day i met justin, the day i realized that this man was going to change my life, my opinions, my views, MY FUCKIN WORLD...heres what i didnt fuckin expect. i didnt expect that his best friend would hold a grudge against me because he wants to spend time with me. i didnt expect to go to his best friend and ask for help to get something together for his birthday, only to be told it couldnt be done...or at least, thats what i was told...but come his birthday night who was the one organizing everyone meeting up...oh ya, YOU...i try and do one fuckin nice thing for justin, to show him just how fuckin much he means to me, and you fuckin take the damn idea and make it your own, well wheres my fuckin credit? wheres my thank you nikki? oh thats right, it was YOUR idea...well good idea sir, tell me some more....
IM FUCKIN PISSED....ALL OF MY FUCKIN FRIENDS have accepted justin with open arms.all my fuckin friends make him feel like the man he is, not less of a human being. and do you know why? they know how fuckin happy he makes me, all the things he has done for me...they dont disregard him and pretend that he doesnt exist, no cause that would be FUCKIN RUDE!
i honestly dont think i have been this outraged in awhile, i bite my fuckin tongue...i swallow my fuckin pride, and i apologize...WTF DID I DO?
PISSED, FUCKIN PISSED!