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So lately i guess i've changed somehow or someway. I mean i really dont think so, but if you have people around you telling you that you have, i guess that means it has to be true. I wish i could say sorry for this, or more what you thought i was, but i'm not like that. I don't know what people think I am or what I am not, but there is more to me then people could understand. I talk to people that talk to me, I try with people who are willing to try with me, if you give up there is only so long that I'm willing to try. I am always there for all my friends, and when I have to choose between them it sucks because then there is some form of expectation there. How can I choose between two people that are important in my life. Why does this situation just keep coming up?
I don't think anyone has the right to attack your character and who you are especially hiding behind the arguement that "I'm your friend" I have done nothing to anyone for them to attack my character. If you are willing to change your thoughts based on other people's opinions then maybe you werent a friend in the first place. If you are not willing to forgive for another's mistakes then you should never ask for forgiveness yourself. If you can sit there and straight up lie to someone you call a friend with no remorse then what kind of friend does that really make you.
I am always willing to admit my faults when I see them there, in reality I have so many of them I can't start to name them. I am also always willing to forgive people for their mistakes, its the way I've been raised. Hate is not something I can do, it's not in me. I wish I knew what I could do with so many of these people, but I really honestly have no idea. All I really have to say in the end though is maybe just maybe I did change like everyone says, but maybe all the people that tell me that changed themselves too.
I don't think anyone has the right to attack your character and who you are especially hiding behind the arguement that "I'm your friend" I have done nothing to anyone for them to attack my character. If you are willing to change your thoughts based on other people's opinions then maybe you werent a friend in the first place. If you are not willing to forgive for another's mistakes then you should never ask for forgiveness yourself. If you can sit there and straight up lie to someone you call a friend with no remorse then what kind of friend does that really make you.
I am always willing to admit my faults when I see them there, in reality I have so many of them I can't start to name them. I am also always willing to forgive people for their mistakes, its the way I've been raised. Hate is not something I can do, it's not in me. I wish I knew what I could do with so many of these people, but I really honestly have no idea. All I really have to say in the end though is maybe just maybe I did change like everyone says, but maybe all the people that tell me that changed themselves too.