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Sorry about my teen angst ramblings last night. I was mentally tired but not sleepy and silly stage management was getting to me. Had a better day today though - well it kind of went down then up.
I only got 3 hours sleep last night, eventually falling to sleep at stupid o'clock (thats 5am in real time) and having to get up at 8 to print out my risk assessment and LX sheet which Debs didn't even glance at in the end. To wake myself up I had a can of sugar free red bull, and that stuff sent me absolutely mental. By 11am I was sweating, shaking, repeating questions like 6 times and I was constantly on edge worrying that I'd lost my prompt copy even though it was in my hand. Jemma was being a bit arsey cos she kept telling me one thing and then asking me to do another and it just all got to me and so by the time it came to the break I was almost in tears. Tears of red bull probably at the pace I drank it. Apparently if you drink more than 8 cans you sweat it.
I sat in the Gulbenkian cafe for a bit with Gemma Allsopp girl, Joe and Kelly, and I tunred round and there was Bethan, who came to my party in year 12 and who I went on the German exchange with in year 11. I didn't think much of it at first but then I suddenly thought, err, she's from Norwich and she goes to Leeds Uni yet she's standing in a cafe at Kent Uni. It was nice to see her - apparently she quit Leeds cos she hated the course and Kent is her 2nd choice for next year. And she knows that guy Linus who is friends with Max. Max the guy who led me on like a dog on a lead, bastard. But yeah she's well and it was nice to see her.
It was then time for me to cue the dress rehearsal and I was shitting myself pretty much. There was a guy there called Mark and we realised we had the same shoes (our All Stars) which led to a lively conversation about low cuts and high tops and rain. Hehehehe. Then Debs came along and gave me a bollocking for not giving the actors their call. Stupid woman, I was just about to. Then it was time to cue... OH. MY. GOD. I've been dreading this for weeks, and to make it 10 times worse I had Debs on the other end of the cans giving me grief. Once she'd gone though, I was better, but I counted that I'd made about 12 mistakes. I was a bit gutted, and when I walked out to see Jemma with her head in her hands I thought I was in for a serious bollocking but she just sent us all home and scheduled in an extra rehearsal tonight at 7. I was so fucked off because I thought I'd done really badly, I was so tired after only 3 hours sleep, the red bull was getting to me and then another rehearsal was just a big arse. I just went home and cried for a few minutes before pulling myself together.
I then spoke to Tasha on MSN and it turned out Lucy was round hers, so we all decided to go out for a drink. It was really nice to see Lucy again, she's not gonna be coming back next term which'll be a shame cos we get on really well. Anyway, we were sitting in Mungos (can I point out here there was a very nice barman in Mungos who I chatted to merrily about pink doughnuts) when Dan (Thompson) walked through and said he was just walking to the auditions for his play. Tasha and I just looked at each other and asked if we could audition. So up we got, along with Lucy who decided to come and watch, and went to the audition. We had to do an improvisation with THE MOST ANNOYING GIRL IN THE WORLD oh my fucking god if I have to see that girl again I will honestly slap her round the face with a fish and then just kick her, where Tasha and I pretended to be a boy and a girl falling in love. We kind of made the performance into our own, which was pretty selfish, but that girl was so annoying she deserved a good beating. Was quite funny though, cos we got re-calls for tomorrow hehehe. It'd be so cool for us two to be in a play next year, if it happens.
We went back to Mungos afterwards and I was chatting to Lucy and it turns out we got 75 for our sound projects last term! I couldn't get over it, that's so cool! I don't know how much it's worth though, I think it's 20%, but 75 is still pretty damn cool.
Then went to rehearsal and it turned out I'd only made one mistake which Jemma had noted. I was so surprised, she even said I'd done really well. That shocked me more - a compliment from Jemma. Anyway the rehearsal just turned into a massive bitching session between Hannah, Jemma, Christine and Danny which I got caught in the middle of and I really didn't want to be there cos I was on the side of the people they were bitching about, so I tried to slip out as quickly as I could. Jemma asked me out for a drink but the less amount of time I spend with her the better to be honest.
Then came back to the Ann Summers party being held in my room. Was really funny actually. The woman holding it was the weirdest looking woman in the world, the sort of woman you'd expect to use a vibrator as an electric whisk. It was all pretty funny though, all the girls chipped in and bought Amy a vibrator and Danni won one in the raffle. Danni was so drunk it was hilarious, and Amy was wearing a beautiful dress. Hehehe, I could write so much more about the Ann Summers party but I don't want to get a reputation now did I.
Afterwards, I realised it would be the only chance I'd get to pack, so pack I did. My room is now almost bare apart from some chairs the girl left and a few things I didn't have boxes to pack. My walls have been stripped bare and it's just so horrible to think someone else will be living here over Easter. It'll be so nice to just get home and chill and see people. Nick told me that Emma, Jane, Lottie and Sophie are out at the Waterfront tonight - aww, I miss that place. It'll be cool when Dave comes to stay in a few weeks though cos I'm gonna take him out there and hopefully we'll have a swell time.
Wish me luck for tomorrow, cueing and the like, tis gonna be as scary as fuckkkkk.
Listening to: Funeral For A Friend - Your Revolution Is A Joke
I only got 3 hours sleep last night, eventually falling to sleep at stupid o'clock (thats 5am in real time) and having to get up at 8 to print out my risk assessment and LX sheet which Debs didn't even glance at in the end. To wake myself up I had a can of sugar free red bull, and that stuff sent me absolutely mental. By 11am I was sweating, shaking, repeating questions like 6 times and I was constantly on edge worrying that I'd lost my prompt copy even though it was in my hand. Jemma was being a bit arsey cos she kept telling me one thing and then asking me to do another and it just all got to me and so by the time it came to the break I was almost in tears. Tears of red bull probably at the pace I drank it. Apparently if you drink more than 8 cans you sweat it.
I sat in the Gulbenkian cafe for a bit with Gemma Allsopp girl, Joe and Kelly, and I tunred round and there was Bethan, who came to my party in year 12 and who I went on the German exchange with in year 11. I didn't think much of it at first but then I suddenly thought, err, she's from Norwich and she goes to Leeds Uni yet she's standing in a cafe at Kent Uni. It was nice to see her - apparently she quit Leeds cos she hated the course and Kent is her 2nd choice for next year. And she knows that guy Linus who is friends with Max. Max the guy who led me on like a dog on a lead, bastard. But yeah she's well and it was nice to see her.
It was then time for me to cue the dress rehearsal and I was shitting myself pretty much. There was a guy there called Mark and we realised we had the same shoes (our All Stars) which led to a lively conversation about low cuts and high tops and rain. Hehehehe. Then Debs came along and gave me a bollocking for not giving the actors their call. Stupid woman, I was just about to. Then it was time to cue... OH. MY. GOD. I've been dreading this for weeks, and to make it 10 times worse I had Debs on the other end of the cans giving me grief. Once she'd gone though, I was better, but I counted that I'd made about 12 mistakes. I was a bit gutted, and when I walked out to see Jemma with her head in her hands I thought I was in for a serious bollocking but she just sent us all home and scheduled in an extra rehearsal tonight at 7. I was so fucked off because I thought I'd done really badly, I was so tired after only 3 hours sleep, the red bull was getting to me and then another rehearsal was just a big arse. I just went home and cried for a few minutes before pulling myself together.
I then spoke to Tasha on MSN and it turned out Lucy was round hers, so we all decided to go out for a drink. It was really nice to see Lucy again, she's not gonna be coming back next term which'll be a shame cos we get on really well. Anyway, we were sitting in Mungos (can I point out here there was a very nice barman in Mungos who I chatted to merrily about pink doughnuts) when Dan (Thompson) walked through and said he was just walking to the auditions for his play. Tasha and I just looked at each other and asked if we could audition. So up we got, along with Lucy who decided to come and watch, and went to the audition. We had to do an improvisation with THE MOST ANNOYING GIRL IN THE WORLD oh my fucking god if I have to see that girl again I will honestly slap her round the face with a fish and then just kick her, where Tasha and I pretended to be a boy and a girl falling in love. We kind of made the performance into our own, which was pretty selfish, but that girl was so annoying she deserved a good beating. Was quite funny though, cos we got re-calls for tomorrow hehehe. It'd be so cool for us two to be in a play next year, if it happens.
We went back to Mungos afterwards and I was chatting to Lucy and it turns out we got 75 for our sound projects last term! I couldn't get over it, that's so cool! I don't know how much it's worth though, I think it's 20%, but 75 is still pretty damn cool.
Then went to rehearsal and it turned out I'd only made one mistake which Jemma had noted. I was so surprised, she even said I'd done really well. That shocked me more - a compliment from Jemma. Anyway the rehearsal just turned into a massive bitching session between Hannah, Jemma, Christine and Danny which I got caught in the middle of and I really didn't want to be there cos I was on the side of the people they were bitching about, so I tried to slip out as quickly as I could. Jemma asked me out for a drink but the less amount of time I spend with her the better to be honest.
Then came back to the Ann Summers party being held in my room. Was really funny actually. The woman holding it was the weirdest looking woman in the world, the sort of woman you'd expect to use a vibrator as an electric whisk. It was all pretty funny though, all the girls chipped in and bought Amy a vibrator and Danni won one in the raffle. Danni was so drunk it was hilarious, and Amy was wearing a beautiful dress. Hehehe, I could write so much more about the Ann Summers party but I don't want to get a reputation now did I.
Afterwards, I realised it would be the only chance I'd get to pack, so pack I did. My room is now almost bare apart from some chairs the girl left and a few things I didn't have boxes to pack. My walls have been stripped bare and it's just so horrible to think someone else will be living here over Easter. It'll be so nice to just get home and chill and see people. Nick told me that Emma, Jane, Lottie and Sophie are out at the Waterfront tonight - aww, I miss that place. It'll be cool when Dave comes to stay in a few weeks though cos I'm gonna take him out there and hopefully we'll have a swell time.
Wish me luck for tomorrow, cueing and the like, tis gonna be as scary as fuckkkkk.
Listening to: Funeral For A Friend - Your Revolution Is A Joke