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sorry about the last post I am not too good with putting pics up on lj im technology challenged, as well as many other things lol. Alot has happened over the last week or so but today was pretty awful. Tonight was date night and Randy pants and I were suppose to go to Sarasota to an Indian restuarant but instead his mom and I rushed him to the hospital...he woudl do anything in order to save a dollar haha sorry I shouldn't joke about that, we were in the hospital from 4- till 12 when I left to go home. We are not sure what is wrong with him, we think he either ruptured his spleen or appendix which is not good he is getting a CAT scan done at one so I should know soon what is wrong. It is really hard to visit your boyfriend in the hospital and feed him and make suer he takes all the medications the doctors say he might be in there for a few days I am praying he won't need surgery. I can't stand to see him in this amount of pain.
On another sadder note Luther Vandeross died. He is really one of the best singers of this time. He won a grammy last year or maybe it was this year for dance with my father, the first time I heard it I cried non stop for 10 minutes
"When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way, I would run from her to him
He'd make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me
If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
'Cause I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again
Sometimes I'd listen outside her door
And I'd hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I know I'm praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don't do it usually
But dear Lord she's dying
To dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream
ahh!! I am about to cry I couldnt ever imagine losing my husband or father or boyfriend. Anyways I am about to bake some cookies to brign to the hospital tomorow. Everyone have a safe weekend.
1 more week till Tally
3 more weeks tgo Cali