Warning being very EMO
The hardest thing I ever had to do wasn't lie to my parents, it wasn't to steal candy from the store, it wasn't getting my heart broken for the first time, it was to actually wake up and realize I couldn't go over to my best friends house for breakfast. Yesterday I had to say good bye I never would have thought it would have been that hard. I knew Alise was leaving I have known this for quite some time but seeing her leave was a slap to my face. I honestly think it wouldnt have been a big deal I mean she will be back in a few weeks but when I hugged her good bye (something we NEVER do) I realized things would never be the exact same, we been through all of high school together we lost friends, boyfriends, family together. We done it all , we fought, dieted, laughed, tagged cars, seran wrapped, skinny dip, worked out, rocked out, drinked, travelled, lied, snuck out, cried together and now it is like a part of me has been removed. I know you are reading this now Alise and thinking I am being the biggest girl ever but what can I say we all can't be hard asses 24/7.
Here's to tonight, tomorrow gonna come to soon...