May 28, 2005 00:59
I will be receiving my diploma in less than twenty four hours. High school has been quite a wonderful experience some sad but mostly good ones. I really learned some valuable lessons about people and more importantly myself. I really can't say that much about high school, it was truely the best years of my life. I am genuinely happy the way I turned out if I do say so myself. Freshman year I was gullible, naive, guileless, it was an age of innocence. I didn't know what I wanted out of life and what really made me happy. Sophomore year was a year of learning and knowledge and a loss of innocence, I became familiarized with pain, something I was quite accustomed with, but I am happy I dealth with it because I truly believe the sun wouldn't feel this good without a little rain. Junior year I really found out who I am and want I like, I really enjoyed being on my own, I even decided to get a job, I became very independent. I started to try new things as well. I met alot of different people along the way who showed me such wonderful outlooks on life. I made a decision to swear off relationships that I would only date and never try anything steady but of course even the best laid plans do f a i l. I fell in love with my best friend even though it took a long time to accept it and it complicated both our lives I would have not changed anything about that decision. A year and three weeks ago after returnign home from Sweet Berries with Randy I ran in my parents roomed jumped on the bed and professed that I would end up marrying that boy that I was actually fell in love in the amount of time that it took to finish a large Bradenton Beach Concrete. My thoughts still have not changed.
The last week has been quite fun I love grad parties! Kaitlyn, Melissa, Christinas, Jamie quite fun girls! Thank you very much for inviting me to them I love you so much !! Football game was very fun too. Got to hangout with my Jilly and Colleens and Nate and Ry.
okay I love quotes and here are some really good ones I always use
"What the hell? Life goes on. And maybe there won't be marriage. Maybe there won't be sex. But by God, there will be dancing." ha its one of my fav movie quotes can anyone name it?
" I can sum up life in three words..It goes On"
"maybe our mistakes are what make our fate"
"I always tell the girls never take it seriously. if you never take it seriously you never get hurt. if you never get hurt, you always have fun."
"maybe the past is like an anchor holding us back. Maybe, you have to let go of who you are to become who you will be. "
"This much I know is true that God blessed the broken road that led me straight to you"
"I rather laugh with sinners than cry with saints"
"Here's to lying, cheating and stealing: If you're gonna lie, lie for a friend, if you're gonna cheat, cheat death, and if you're gonna steal, steal a man's heart"
As long as people are still having premarital sex with many anonymous partners while at the same time experimenting with mind-expanding drugs in a consequence-free environment, I'll be sound as a pound!
I choose the road less travelled by and that has made all the difference
My Zen teacher also said: the only way to true happiness is to live in the moment and not worry about the future. Of course, he died penniless and single.
Some of us settle down...some of us just settle...and some of us won't settle for anything less than butterflies
maybe i can't stop the downpour... but i will always, always, join you for a walk in the rain."
Here is a quote that really relates to me right this very moment..
"Beginnings are scary. Endings are usually sad, but it's what's in the middle that counts. So, when you find yourself at the beginning, just give hope a chance to float up. And it will."