Jun 10, 2005 00:33
Ok this might be jumping the gun a little, but it happened again. I am so gullible. I hate myself and some of the company I keep.
On the plus side Lindsay Lohan is hot. I got a job finally, they called me today and offered me a position. I have to go in and pee in a cup tomorrow at 12:30, or today rather. I did my last hit of meth around noon, so I should be alright. I'm gonna drink this gallon of bleach tonight to be sure though.
I am so not looking forward to my life as it is going so far. I just wish I could marry Lindsay Lohan and be rich and drink martinis all day long. I'd be like K. Fed. except for J. Mae...I mean B. Mul. I guess I would kinda sound asian if I did that. Oh well. So what I'm better off everyday...
I think I need to move away like to California, it would be kinda fun to like float away in the ocean. I wish I could move, but the bad people here don't count for as many good people as there are. If I had money I would like to move to Buffalo, but I couldn't afford school and living, I would end up the bum of the family. I do like Arizona, just...I think it would be fun to be somewhere else, but I would miss to many people, and would probably in turn be more sad.
I want a new car. Like a car that isn't so ugly. I wish my parents were still rich, or had been more smart with they're money. I also wish my mom would get a job, so I wouldn't have too...I know I am spoiled but she doesn't do anything. Or at least get a job so she could buy me a new car. I think I am going to have to work on getting her a job cause I seriously want to live with her, but not until she has a stable income. I'm all about not worrying about money.
I really miss Bart and Lisa. I always have fun with them, and I am never sad about anything they ever do, sorry Lisa if you dont feel the same. I wish I had my belt too...