COCK FAG
I guess, I will write something new. I have decided that every time my dad flips out I will write in this thing, so I can document how much I dislike him. Every time he freaks out for no reason, and I do understand that sometimes he may have reason, but the times that he doesn't really pisses me off. This time he called my mom and told her that I never do anything and the house is always a mess and I never clean anything. Now this might seem as though it was my fault, except for the fact that I am a clean freak and the house is always SPOTLESS! It seriously pisses me off that he would lie about something that is important to me, just so he could get at my mom. In this conversation my mom was having with my dad, she told him that I was a good kid and to lay off me, cause I do my best. Then he proceeded to hang up. From there he called her back and said "I will lay of Jacob, when you give me some money." What a fucking asshole. It is sad but sometimes when he comes home late, I hope that he has somehow perished in a burning truck or some other way. I think of how cool it would be to have the house all to myself and not have him being an asshole, drama queen (which i will NEVER call him again) all the time. Lets see he was also mad that I got 4 B's and no A's and a D in chemistry. I really did try, I probably could have done something different to do better, but I did the best I know how. I wish I was better at studying, I'm just not. I really wish he would die, and I am not being dramatic, but completely serious. My mom is worried that I am going to kill him, but there is no way I could do that. I am kinda crazy but I am not stupid. But if I wish him to be dead and he dies the way I imagine, is that murder? Then I would be pychic, sweet.