Almost through the first set...
So I have had an exam in every class except pharmaceutics...and passed. I didn't get A's in all of them (four points short in biochem, and a C in AandP). I got an A in Integrated big surprise...and I won't get Professions exam grade back for a couple more days. Pharmaceutics is on Friday and I haven't really studied at all for it. I'm going to soon...as well as try to keep up with biochemistry that I'm way behind on. I know I can still get As in all of my classes, and believe it or not, it doesn't even bother me that I didn't get As on all of my exams. Really! It's weird going over exams and knowning that I could have gotten As if I would have been more careful (especially AandP) but that as long as I pass it is OK. And I'm ok with that. Granted...I'm still going to try harder on these next exams--but I'm not going to stress over it and I'm definately not going to have a mental breakdown if I don't get the best grade in the class.
So the more I think about him...the more I like him. It isn't fair that he is basically the best guy ever and that he is just super cool and amazing and nice to everyone. I have never seen him mad; always smiling, always a good word for everyone. I miss swimming with the FGGs and sitting in the hottub while he was lifeguarding and hanging out with us. But I really shouldn't be allowed to watch chick flicks because then I think about this kind of stuff way too much and I know that I shouldn't. I can pretend I like being single better than showing people how I really feel...so I'm better off not in a relationship. End of story. Except that I wish there was one person willing to dig beneath my friendly exterior to see what lies inside...willing to put a little effort into something that could be worthwhile...ok now I'm done and I mean it.
So the more I think about him...the more I like him. It isn't fair that he is basically the best guy ever and that he is just super cool and amazing and nice to everyone. I have never seen him mad; always smiling, always a good word for everyone. I miss swimming with the FGGs and sitting in the hottub while he was lifeguarding and hanging out with us. But I really shouldn't be allowed to watch chick flicks because then I think about this kind of stuff way too much and I know that I shouldn't. I can pretend I like being single better than showing people how I really feel...so I'm better off not in a relationship. End of story. Except that I wish there was one person willing to dig beneath my friendly exterior to see what lies inside...willing to put a little effort into something that could be worthwhile...ok now I'm done and I mean it.