Sep 15, 2008 21:39
Pharmacy school really is kind of crazy. I don't think I will fully understand until after the first set of exams (especially in Pharmaceutics...) how crazy it really is though.
Biochem is long, with lots of book reading and homework. I'm not sure I'm a fan of it, but it's not really that hard. Just a lot of work, and a lot of stuff to know. Integrated is EASY...not a lot of work involved at all, and not even really book reading although he did say we needed to know something from the book. Anatomy and Physiology is easy, just a lot of memorization of body parts and how they work. It kind of builds on itself, so I don't think I will have much trouble with that. Professions is easy too. There isn't much too it and the professor reviews with us at the beginning of each class. Pharmaceutics is really the one class I'm worried about. There really isn't any homework, but there are a lot of facts and things to know, and the only way to learn them is to read and reread the notes. Other than that there isn't much to the class. I'm just worried about the exams.
I need to start working out. I was supposed to go today after tutoring, but tutoring was cancelled and I was hungry. Yeah.....I'm such a lazy bum.
I wish she had never started dating him. Not because I'm jealous...the complete opposite really. Everything is either ours, or hers. It doesn't make any sense. I'm stressed, because I thought this would be like living with a family...making dinners together and talking about our days. But it isn't. Not at all. I feel invisible most of the time. And when we talked about it last night to try to get things solved, she just blamed me. She said I give him "death glares." I told her that he isn't very polite to me, but she said that it was my fault for that too. She didn't really listen to what I was saying at all. She said that he is her boyfriend so he is going to be here a lot and I'm just going to have to deal with it. I guess she's made up her mind...that he is more important than friends she had before she started dating him. She's in for a shock if she thinks we're going to stay living together next year. He isn't going to be around because of how P3 year works, but after all of this, I'm going to find someone else to live with. She can't think that she can just walk all over people and expect them to still want to be around her everyday and live in a house with her. I don't want to stop being her friend, I just think we'd be better friends if we didn't live together.