im really diff i talk about thoughts a lot compared to others and i think a lot!!!
Yeah so today went really really great save for one thing but im not going there im tired of talking about crap like that. Im Thinking about the wellfare of me myself and i now.
First For those of you that think it is dumb for me to not come to school to see my brother who i havent gotten to talk to in 6 months, thats my choice not yours!
This morn i got up at 5 am fully rested so i went to suwanee park and just walked with a flashlight it was really neat actually. then at 715 i met my bro at the gym to work out...
Guys i was proud of myself i benched 225 and squat 300 then my brother goes over and does 350 bench and 425 squat and just murdered my little bubble of confidence...
And then we ran for 3 miles which i kicked his ass there hahahaha but neither of us could stop laughing at this tiny asian lady that was so freaking funny in everyway poss... she was hitting on my bro and i dont even know but it was rediculous!!!
Then we went and bought a freaking car yes a car who gets out of jail and goes and buys a car in cash... I dont even wanna know!!! So its 10 o clock so we decide to go with josh (his best friend) to ride the horses... something neither of us had done in a while and that was extremely exhilerating... Then to forth period i go because i didnt want to let them down so i came...
After School
Went to suwanee park with a friend and chatted about life and things then back to school for the dance thing... Then to basketball with the boys in which me and richard kicked ass!!! and gus just stood there and made us all laugh and miss as his form of defense!!!
I really admire my brother in a lot of ways... He has quit everything including cigarettes and drinking!!! And he is spending all of his old drug money to jumpstart his life and become a honorable person!!!
It just goes to show that no matter how bad things can get you always have the potential to change for the better, its all in how others react to forgive the past and look to the great future or live in the past and wonder whatr it would have been like to just see them for who they are now... My step father doesnt want to speak with him when he trie to appologive or pay him back he say's that Kevin is a disgrace... Bullshit if you can go from the life he used to live to what he does now then he is a freaking much Stronger person than he will ever be!!! Yeah life doesnt always go the way you expect it to but that doesnt mean your a bad person it means you made mistakes, uhhh mistakes yeah everyone is human and makes those things get over it just make sure they realize they messed up and they can learn from it... granted there are the sadistic which are not included in this(murderers, rapist, etc.)
Dont live in the past so heavily, forgive and re-live give a chance to someone who deserves it. Dont punish them for screwing up comend them for changing and becoming a great strong person...
Love,
Preston
First For those of you that think it is dumb for me to not come to school to see my brother who i havent gotten to talk to in 6 months, thats my choice not yours!
This morn i got up at 5 am fully rested so i went to suwanee park and just walked with a flashlight it was really neat actually. then at 715 i met my bro at the gym to work out...
Guys i was proud of myself i benched 225 and squat 300 then my brother goes over and does 350 bench and 425 squat and just murdered my little bubble of confidence...
And then we ran for 3 miles which i kicked his ass there hahahaha but neither of us could stop laughing at this tiny asian lady that was so freaking funny in everyway poss... she was hitting on my bro and i dont even know but it was rediculous!!!
Then we went and bought a freaking car yes a car who gets out of jail and goes and buys a car in cash... I dont even wanna know!!! So its 10 o clock so we decide to go with josh (his best friend) to ride the horses... something neither of us had done in a while and that was extremely exhilerating... Then to forth period i go because i didnt want to let them down so i came...
After School
Went to suwanee park with a friend and chatted about life and things then back to school for the dance thing... Then to basketball with the boys in which me and richard kicked ass!!! and gus just stood there and made us all laugh and miss as his form of defense!!!
I really admire my brother in a lot of ways... He has quit everything including cigarettes and drinking!!! And he is spending all of his old drug money to jumpstart his life and become a honorable person!!!
It just goes to show that no matter how bad things can get you always have the potential to change for the better, its all in how others react to forgive the past and look to the great future or live in the past and wonder whatr it would have been like to just see them for who they are now... My step father doesnt want to speak with him when he trie to appologive or pay him back he say's that Kevin is a disgrace... Bullshit if you can go from the life he used to live to what he does now then he is a freaking much Stronger person than he will ever be!!! Yeah life doesnt always go the way you expect it to but that doesnt mean your a bad person it means you made mistakes, uhhh mistakes yeah everyone is human and makes those things get over it just make sure they realize they messed up and they can learn from it... granted there are the sadistic which are not included in this(murderers, rapist, etc.)
Dont live in the past so heavily, forgive and re-live give a chance to someone who deserves it. Dont punish them for screwing up comend them for changing and becoming a great strong person...
Love,
Preston