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[penguiendoom]

He died last night around midnight.. it was such a shock no one had any idea it'd be that fast. We just saw him Sunday and he didn't look well and was getting worse but we had no idea. It sucks and I feel helpless because there is nothing anyone can do, it just sucks. We're leaving tomorrow the wake is on thursday and then funeral is on friday. I still can't believe it all.. I feel like I'm going to wake up soon, but I can't.. ugh

To top it off I'm sick.. with everything going on I'm worried since I go into bronchitus and pneumonia so easy.. really the last thing I need..

Oh and it's my birthday tomorrow.. happy birthday to me :/