Oct 11, 2005 18:34
All day I've tried to cheer Nathan up. All day I've been unsuccessful. By the end of the day I had basically given up. Don't know if he'll go back to his friends. Hopefully, for his sake, he does. I don't like seeing him like this. I don't like seeing anyone like this at all. I've told him that if his friends don't take him back, that he could always find a seat at my table. My friends will always welcome him.
Cassie taught Nathan how to hug properly. A bear hug. Probably worth a million points in my book.
Just a poem I haven't got a title for yet. Thought I'd post it here and see if anyone has a suggestion.
Nothing's sunny anymore.
Reality just darkened itself.
Everything's dying.
Is it because of me?
Nothing will be the same.
I'm not sure if I want it to be.
My paranoia's getting to me.
Always having to look behind me.
Looking to see if someone's out to get me.
Somedays I wish there was.
So I wouldn't have to see this happening.
Broken hearts are never easy to fix.
And tears are never really forgotten.
There's nothing left here.
Maybe I'd be better off by leaving.
How is it? Well, Nothing more to say I guess. Bye Bye
school,
itchy,
black bile,
friends,
daily life