im just taking it one day at a time
so things have been ok.. im dealing with life and its twists and turns very well for me, seriousy, no break downs no crying, no freaking out, yall who know me know thats one hell of a big deal. i did however need a physical change to go along with the emotional so i moved my room around.. i have the nook back, and for my friends back home they know that is the most all time most comfortable place in the whole world.. lol its fabulous and maybe ill be able to fall asleep before ummm 6 in the morning.. i really need to move my clock across the room cause when i set the alarm i just turn it off in the middle of the night, in fact i gonna do that right now..wow thats amazing there is room for stuff on my bed side table its a freakin miracle..my nice cd player is still broken somehow i fucked that shit up the first day i moved in the cd is off track and it wont open, and i cant figure it out but it makes me mad cause i know there are at least 4 cds in there i might not ever see again..my room is so much better now i love it..so im going to see pirates of the carribean tonight and im excited.. and im going to breakfast in the mornin with my daddy, which is early but whatever i like spending time with my dad and i gotta get back on a regular schedule.. somehow.. i have like 20 something days till im in atlanta and i couldnt be more excited and it couldnt be a better time to go.. it seems like every time something goes wrong in the "love" department i get to go to atlanta for a week and get over it and by the time i come back i dont even remember what was so important.. i love that i wont have to worry about having gas money for a week.. lol i dunno im excited i wish it was sooner..but i have to get ready.. *mwah*