Entry Number 1

Feb 28, 2009 17:09

Starting off with a clean slate. Woop woop. It's miraculous how finding a certain person, just the one you've been missing all along can change you. Most of the time that person is unaware of the magnitude of that change since they don't know of the life that preceded them. They only know what followed and are astounded at being fortunate enough to find someone so perfect while not knowing that it was them that coaxed that perfect being into existence in the first place. Otherwise it would've slumbered till God knows when, and you would've never known just how much power and strength you have inside of you and what all you can accomplish.

Yet, it is still difficult to thank them for all they've done because they might be scared away at the thought of someone being that ''dependant'' on them. Even if that is not the case.  And in the end, you know that you'll always need that one person in some way. Just because it is much easier to go back to your former self than fight for the new one.

Hmm...enough noble thoughts for the night. xD 
I miss my Leelee. So very much. It feels like having a part of me buried.
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