Yippee! Life is terrible right now!

Dec 16, 2004 21:59

The week, in brief:

Monday, we have no power at our house because TXU are dickheads. My dad gets $500, not the $2000 they owe him from his job in Granbury.

Wednesday-I get a leter from Rice syaing I've been deferred to regular admission. This is synonymous with rejection. What do I have to be, Jesus Christ's and Albert Einstein's bastard child to get in there? I've worked so insanely hard to get in. I don't want to go to ACU, it's like high school with more rules and older kids. But my parents refuse to let me go anywhere else.

Today-My dad lost his job. My sister's will have plenty of presents under the tree, but my brother will only get the CD player I bought him from Wal-Mart. My sister has an identical one. I feel terrible for him. I'm currently unemployed. My mom is crushed, and has no clue what to do anymore. I'm at Adam's, trying to understand life.

I think I've forgotten how to cry, but I really need to right now.
I love all of you in one way or another. Just so you know.
Rachel, you don't know how emo I fel right now. That hair thing was just a premonition of things to come, I guess. Since we have no power, all I can do is sit in the dark and be sad.

Sorry I haven't been posting. The public library is lame and won't let me.

At least school's out temporarily. Which is good I think?
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