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My puppy died.
I don't even have a single photograph of her.
She would've been 2 on Valentine's Day.
The vet said she may have been sick for much longer than a week. She might've had epilepsy.
This is the 5th death I've dealt with this year. Three out of the other four were pets. One was a friend.
It isn't getting any easier.
I don't wanna be immortal, because I don't wanna see everyone else die.
How are things dead, anyways? How can every system, every cell just suddenly cease to function? What leaves them that causes it to cease being? I hate that I'm human, and can't understand.
I want everyone out there in that I know in internet world, and the real world, I love you. Even if I dislike you. Don't die on me. I wanna be selfish, and keep you kids.
I don't even have a single photograph of her.
She would've been 2 on Valentine's Day.
The vet said she may have been sick for much longer than a week. She might've had epilepsy.
This is the 5th death I've dealt with this year. Three out of the other four were pets. One was a friend.
It isn't getting any easier.
I don't wanna be immortal, because I don't wanna see everyone else die.
How are things dead, anyways? How can every system, every cell just suddenly cease to function? What leaves them that causes it to cease being? I hate that I'm human, and can't understand.
I want everyone out there in that I know in internet world, and the real world, I love you. Even if I dislike you. Don't die on me. I wanna be selfish, and keep you kids.