mesa is so close yet so far away..

[pegizzle113]

ok so im in mesa at janes and thank God for it, i feel better seeing her, i really needed it. my day was crappy for the most part. i hada really bad morning, MANY unexpected occurences happened all at one time and it was like whoa, where did this all come from! but about the thing i was talking about on my last post, yea well i think im just going to wing it and go for the kill, no matter what happens. i have to get it out of my head, so sometime soon, i dont know how, but before its too late for sure. im thinking its a no, but what the hay right, i just gotta say it. i dont like to be the type of person who hides things and is all closed and stuff so if it goes badly i hope things wont be totally ruined. but anyways christy, dont be worried, i know what ur talking about and im here for you just as much sweetie, and its ok it was all in everyones best intentions as always lol.

i wish it would have rained today tho. i love rain, it somehow cheers me up if i am down, and that was a thing i needed. so tonight me and jane, cory, frank, and julia all went and re-saw bourne supremacy, because it is a nifty movie. and tomorrow im up in mesa AGAIN! and then if i cant get home in time i will possibly go to the movies with deanna, the ryans, bryan, kent and all them people, and christy can go too! yea that should be fun (NOT) just kidding i love you all. and then sunday im going to church yet again with julia and i dunno what after. heh guess we will just plan as we go!

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pegah/peg/peggers <-- hah ALL of my nicknames, pick one. have fun. hee.