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[peetpachuli]

When does it get better?
In life, It never goes away.
I hate myself for losing you.
I blame myself for hurting you.
I have turned into everything that I hate.
I look back in my journal and see that.
I turned myself into this monster to protect myself from monsters.
Only to find out all monsters believe in darwinism.
They are cannibals.
All of them.

I don't want anyone.
If I can choose, it's only you.