I feel so good... for no reason.

[peeringeyes]

Things have been great these last few days. My depression is really leaving and things are so much better for me. Even though some shit is going down that kinda is upsetting, I don't even worry about it at all.

Lately I have been hanging out with Rachel a bit more and more. She is super cool so far. At first I wasn't sure, but I think I am actually starting to like her. I've wanted to really kiss her or something the last few times we have hung out. But, I have been taking what Jenna has said into consideration. I'm going to try to move in, but VERY slowly. I just hope its not too slow so she doesn't get under the impression I do not like her as more then friends. I just don't want to fuck anything else up by moving too fast physically...

I'm going to buy my first pair of women's pants tomorrow. I wonder what size I am... heh. Lauren is going to be in York, so we are going to hang out again. She is so fucking great. I can't even begin to describe all the things she has done for me these last few weeks. To be honest, I don't know if I am able to find a better friend in anyone else... I really appreciate everything she has done for me.

Well... off I go to be a loser in my little online clique of friends