I confront the stars tonight...
HI.
Long time no babble about stuff no one cares about and probably doesn't even read. Well guess what! I got a whole lot of shit for you to completely ignore today.
So the past few weeks were quite possibly the worst of my life. Well...maybe minus stuff around the time I died and all the pills I was put on for that and all the shit that followed that. But yeah...the past few weeks were rather awful.
Down Side: Sickness, another relapse of my good ol' buddy big D to the pression, being denied my promotion (and a raise) for no fucking reason, facing the fact that I need to leave the job that I know like the back of my hand, my cat dying of cancer, continued loneliness, pressure from certain people to do things that aren't fair to the person they're trying to "help out", some other stuff, and then topped off by my car fucking breaking. That scared me the most cause I don't exactly have any free cash to fix/replace.
Bright side: I think I'm starting to roll with the punches a little better. My manager got in a huge shouting match with the DM about me and apparently I'm up for the promotion again/"still". Supposedly, things are supposed to be looking up for me according to my resident Ms. Cleo (aka Michelle). Got to have lunch with the McLinster. I have come to realize I'm doing the right thing regarding a aforementioned scenario, so everyone can kiss my ass. And to top it off, my car repairs were about 10% of what I thought they'd be. Now granted, I don't get a new car...but I also don't get a huge debt to the Bank of M&D.
I'm looking to get a little band/project together. All those interested, inquire within. By within, I mean e-mail, message, or call me. I've gone too long without doing anything musical. The audience isn't as fun as being on stage. I need to get back...
Enter the fall, so tame. Find the answer in your name and understand that I can do nothing to change anything that's everything. You are the angel, silent and vain. I can do nothing but wait.