Jul 20, 2005 19:16
I feel weird telling people about my live journal. It's really become more like an introspective reflection of my thoughts. But I'm not going to delete any posts because I regretted doing that last time. Looking back through my posts I can sort of see why things turned out the way they did. Especially when I look back through unlogical's archives. I was a fucking asshole. I don't even know why. It's not like I was ever constantly hooking up with all kinds of women all the time. I was being an asshole just to be an asshole, to the one person that didn't treat me like I was an asshole.
I can't remember a couple of the entries clearly though. I don't know if I was saying shit like that just to seem... i-cool... or what. Whatever. I know I was a fucking jerk. Time to move on though. But... if the dice allow it, I'd like to make things right.