Fuck It
Life seems to go in patterns. People make mistakes and claim to learn from them, but they really don't. People say they'll never do something, and then they do it. It happens over and over again. Same people, same things. This pattern fucking sucks.
I feel like my future has turned to shit. I don't think I even want a future anymore. I had big plans, but it just doesn't seem real anymore. I dream too big.
I feel like running away. Someplace far, far away. Someplace where people don't know me and where the people who do know me will never find me. Obviously, I can't do that. I couldn't do that to my mother. I couldn't run that far away, anyway. But I wish I could.
I feel like my future has turned to shit. I don't think I even want a future anymore. I had big plans, but it just doesn't seem real anymore. I dream too big.
I feel like running away. Someplace far, far away. Someplace where people don't know me and where the people who do know me will never find me. Obviously, I can't do that. I couldn't do that to my mother. I couldn't run that far away, anyway. But I wish I could.