May 13, 2005 01:04
I'm running on fumes but gotta keep running till I fly.
"Fly me to the moon~
Let me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like on Jupiter and Mars
In other words, hold my hand
In other words, Baby kiss me
Fill my heart with song and let me sing forever more."
I love lists. I love to list all the things I have to do, all the things I should be doing, all the things I need to be doing....Crossing them off is the BEST feeling in the world. I love to write lists of what I want for my birthday and christmas.... and random list of random things I want.
Right now, my DVD list is:
1) Princess Bride
2) Princess Diares 1 and 2
3) Ever AFter
4) Hotel Rwanda
5) Mary POppins, special edition
Things to do:
1) Shakespeare research paper
2) psych research paper
3) Afro-am paper
4) All's Well That Ends Well
5) Committee group leaders tea party
6) clusters devotional
7) Disneyland field trip for prolit preparations
Most by Monday. Yeah baby!!!!!!!!!!!!
My email list:
1) clusters
2) project literacy
3) fantastic five
4) some of my most encouraging church friends and others I don't like
5) certain leaders *ahem* to challenge them (probably annoying them while doing it)
It's amazing how writing lists makes me feel. I feel like a somebody.
I feel like a somebody with a LIFE.
I just hope I don't define myself with the things I am involved in. I wonder how I'll feel once this school year ends, and I'm no longer an Inreach co-leader, officer, Project literacy director/tutor, and clusters leader..... a BULK of my life is dedicated to all those... I think an emptiness will appear where it was previously occupied.
It's GRACE. All GRACE!! Focus, Angie! Focus!!