Apr 10, 2005 22:53
I can't help it! I really cannot help losing myself in fantasy whenever I listen to Jason Mraz. I was going through my roommate's 1000+ music collection on random, when Mraz's acoustic verson of "You and I both" came on, and I seriously stopped doing EVERYTHING. I froze and just thought about his voice and pictured him serenading me (though I think "You and I Both" doesn't have a positive message..). I immediately went to jasonmraz.com, directly went to his journal, and read what he's been doing/thinking during the month of March... Sigh~ I am a fan IN LOVE.
Hmm~ I wonder if celebrities look up their own names online and see what their fans have to say about them. Hopefully they have something better to do... like... LIFE, but I actually thought that because I wonder if Jason Mraz would type up his name on google or something, and MY LIVEJOURNAL would pop up, he'd see I wrote about him, write a "thank you" for loving him, and that would be the start of our beautiful relationship.
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Yes~ perhaps not. But a girl's got a right to her unreal fantasy.
Actually... another fantasy I've been having: I recently rewatched Pride and Prejudice for like the 100th time, and I devised how I'm going to fall in love with my husband: by hating him first! Yes, that will be the way to go. I mean, Eliza Bennet hated Mr. Darcy before she realized she loved him, and they ended up hopefully living happily ever after (at least they were rich). My ever-thinking mind started to rack up boys who I do not think highly of (and here's the sad part), and I realized... dude... I realllllllly hope I dont end up falling in love with them. I hope I meet a guy who is intelligent, utterly generous, kind, witty, and al lthat jazz, but really hate him first, and then fall in love.
How illogical that sounds! It always sounds so good in novels....
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Speaking of love, Love's Labor's Lost (LLL) is the hardest thing to read. Everything is a pun, a play on words, a sexual innuendo, that I actually stopped underlining and jotting notes. I'm seriously lost in the labor of going thru LLL - I'm pining for love (Ok~ I only added that last phrase cuz I wrote "lost" and "labor" but I couldn't figure out how to incorporate "love." Didn't want "love" to feel lonely... Like words could feel lonely...). Still gotta trudge through 2.5 more acts. Yay! Hopefully, the main characters all fine their lost love, and that their labors were all worth the sacrifice in the end.. (ok~ gotta stop use those words. Man~ Shakespeare: why were you so dang smart! It's irritating! Just kidding.... i"m just lazy).
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What I learned from LLL so far: people in love like to rhyme. I will know that I have found my true love if we make a good poem together.
B: Did not I dance with you in Brabant once?
R: Did not I dance with you in Brabant once?
B: I know you did.
R: How needless was it then to ask the question!
B: You must not be so quick.
R: This long of you that spur me with such questions.
B: Your wit's too hot, it speeds too fast, 'twill tire.
R: Not till it leave the rider in the mire.
B: What time o'day?
R: The hour that fools should ask.
B: Now fair befall your mask.
R: Fair fall the face it covers.
B: and send yo umany lovers.
R: Amen, so you be none.
B: Nay, then will I be gone.