Pent Up Rage VENT
I'm about to give up on guys all together. And friends in general. Why is that?
Because I haven't talked to mike in a week and a half. He still hasn't shown his face. He got off work an hour and a half ago. I want to yell at him. But I can't. And Terri won't give me his phone number so I freaking CAN yell at him!!! And so, I'm sitting here in a pissy mood, about to rip someone's head off if they finally decide to show their face.
I mean, this is the second guy that's done this to me... What the f*ck is wrong with me? Huh? Do I have something wrong with me that every time I like a guy, they automatically get driven away from me? Am I freaking cursed or something!?
And my horoscope f*cking LIES!!! "You're feeling grounded in your personal life and friendships are better than ever." BULL. F*CKING. SH*T. All right stars, go freaking screw yourselves. I'm sick of you.
And all this right before my last chemistry test tomorrow. Which I've been studying ALL day for. And then Nina has the nerve to yell at me for not replying on our one-on-one yesterday. I mean, for Pete's SAKE! Who has TIME?! So Chemistry + already bad mood = EXPLOSION... I bet I could make a beaker explode or something if I tried right now.
YEAH... I am not happy. I want to destroy a few things. Hearts included. And some people wonder why I've been called a cold hearted b*tch before. People wonder why I've been called an Ice Queen. It's stupid sh*t like this. And if stuff like this keeps happening, I will become nothing more than a freaking Ice Queen! Maybe I should just become a lesbian and get it over with... Despite the fact I have absolutely no interest in women at all. I only like guys. I only find guys attractive. But, jeez. Apparently guys don't find me attractive at all.
or maybe i am the clingy b*tch that one guy called me...
Deviously yours,
Rae
Because I haven't talked to mike in a week and a half. He still hasn't shown his face. He got off work an hour and a half ago. I want to yell at him. But I can't. And Terri won't give me his phone number so I freaking CAN yell at him!!! And so, I'm sitting here in a pissy mood, about to rip someone's head off if they finally decide to show their face.
I mean, this is the second guy that's done this to me... What the f*ck is wrong with me? Huh? Do I have something wrong with me that every time I like a guy, they automatically get driven away from me? Am I freaking cursed or something!?
And my horoscope f*cking LIES!!! "You're feeling grounded in your personal life and friendships are better than ever." BULL. F*CKING. SH*T. All right stars, go freaking screw yourselves. I'm sick of you.
And all this right before my last chemistry test tomorrow. Which I've been studying ALL day for. And then Nina has the nerve to yell at me for not replying on our one-on-one yesterday. I mean, for Pete's SAKE! Who has TIME?! So Chemistry + already bad mood = EXPLOSION... I bet I could make a beaker explode or something if I tried right now.
YEAH... I am not happy. I want to destroy a few things. Hearts included. And some people wonder why I've been called a cold hearted b*tch before. People wonder why I've been called an Ice Queen. It's stupid sh*t like this. And if stuff like this keeps happening, I will become nothing more than a freaking Ice Queen! Maybe I should just become a lesbian and get it over with... Despite the fact I have absolutely no interest in women at all. I only like guys. I only find guys attractive. But, jeez. Apparently guys don't find me attractive at all.
or maybe i am the clingy b*tch that one guy called me...
Deviously yours,
Rae