Part two to my lateset insults
I guess I'm kind of unfair to people... After all no one is me and I am not everyone else... It just angers me sometimes that people can be so stupid... I have to keep reminding myself that the same God that loves my imperfections also loves and dotes on the people I don't get along with... Just cause I can feel the "other" world... doesn't mean that I'm the only one... Everything that I have in my life I have taken for granted... EVERYTHING... I always get what I need when I need it... I'm so blessed... and how do I repay my God?? I whine... I complain, I make judgements, I abuse the gifts that I've been given... ugh... I disgust myself... all the more reason I don't want to be apart of this 'fleshy' world...
And everyone that reads this is thinking I'm nuts... hmm...
So Ross' friend Dave is a computer wiz... very smart... and cute... I've had a thing for him for awhile... He's a nice guy... I like his smile and his laugh... he's a good guy... he helped Meaghan with her laptop and setting up our wireless connection... cause I asked him... and I took him to see David Copperfield... It was our 'date'... But I totally lost interest in him... He's either athiest or agnostic... either way- it doesn't work... Sad how my life is...
I don't want to have kids... but I don't want to be alone either...
*sigh*
For once in my life I wish things were simple...
You know what God says to that? He said somethings are simple... my devotion to him for one... I'm the one making it complicated...
Is that true? Am I the one making this hard??
Deeper Confused
And everyone that reads this is thinking I'm nuts... hmm...
So Ross' friend Dave is a computer wiz... very smart... and cute... I've had a thing for him for awhile... He's a nice guy... I like his smile and his laugh... he's a good guy... he helped Meaghan with her laptop and setting up our wireless connection... cause I asked him... and I took him to see David Copperfield... It was our 'date'... But I totally lost interest in him... He's either athiest or agnostic... either way- it doesn't work... Sad how my life is...
I don't want to have kids... but I don't want to be alone either...
*sigh*
For once in my life I wish things were simple...
You know what God says to that? He said somethings are simple... my devotion to him for one... I'm the one making it complicated...
Is that true? Am I the one making this hard??
Deeper Confused