MAD WORLD
After listening to this song at this very moment I write this....
I feel like time is nothing but a number, I can't remember when things made sense like they did when I was 5. Life was simple and amazing. Now I look out the window and wonder why I worry so much about the day im about to live.
You hurt me so much. The pain ripples through your body. You doubt yourself more than anything else. I don't understand why we build a life together only for it to be broken.
I can't live through your fears. I can't comfort you. I can't keep telling myself it will be okay. I can't rememeber what I was doing here.
How can you tell me thats not what you want. What do you want?
Why do you never know what you want or are to scared. The need to spread your seed.
Feelings so strong, yet so weak.
I am lost in my own thoughts. Feelings of betrayal. Feelings of failure.
I feel like time is nothing but a number, I can't remember when things made sense like they did when I was 5. Life was simple and amazing. Now I look out the window and wonder why I worry so much about the day im about to live.
You hurt me so much. The pain ripples through your body. You doubt yourself more than anything else. I don't understand why we build a life together only for it to be broken.
I can't live through your fears. I can't comfort you. I can't keep telling myself it will be okay. I can't rememeber what I was doing here.
How can you tell me thats not what you want. What do you want?
Why do you never know what you want or are to scared. The need to spread your seed.
Feelings so strong, yet so weak.
I am lost in my own thoughts. Feelings of betrayal. Feelings of failure.