May 06, 2005 14:45
That hurts me...
trutrojanman76
2005-05-06 16:48 (link)
.....I know who you are... Come to me. Ill make it better... For gods sake, you know what I hold for you...Ever since way back when, When I first saw you... You knew it, and you know it now...Dont kid yourself, you See it, you hear it, you even feel it... I dont understand how you messed up? We were young..We were stupid...We sorta lost it, then...We never communicated. It took awhile for things to surface, to see how we really felt..Ive grown, you've grown... I still love you, and I always will love you... You are the first...No matter what comes in your way or mine, It can be moved, or avoided. I never tried to be busy with other girls...I was given the impression that u were done with me, and I guess I was wrong. I thought u might have been telling urself that you were done with me when on the inside you werent. YOu had Matt...You had Tom...You never had me again..when you should have. On the contrary you know I would have dropped whatever I was doing for you.. You are worth it. You know it, to me you still hold a massive part of me, Its time to Talk, take a chance and spend some time with me, in the end youll feel better, I mean.. Words can heal wounds you know? And courage...You are a Women.. You have the courage to face anything, to dop anything... and you know it. What cant you go through with? I dont understand... Our friendship will never be broken, only made stronger, it will never fall from what it is, only get bigger, That is a Promise that I swear to keep till the day I fall lifeless...You and I will ALWAYS be one in this world, no matter how hard u wanna fight it, I function as a part of you and you me. The part of you that I hold has helped me to become who I am today...You must realize that. What you did, and how our lifes played out over the past 6 years have made me who I am, And the same goes for you, I may not have helped you as much, but im sure sumwhere inside there I did something right. Im sure that there is something about you that came from me...You must keep in touch with me...you must. No matter how far away, or what, u must. Things only go bad if you let them go bad, and I know for a fact that you dont want that...I cant but even start to explain the way my heart aches right now to hear you say those words...That tears me up inside...In the end, I love you....Always have, always will...You feel the same.. We have shared secrets for years, there are tings u know about me that nobody does, and same goes for you.. Open your eyes, Im still standing right here, Come an get me.. Sorry so long but feelings cant be short.. Bye.
i do love you and i will come back to you