hello
so some crazy person e mailewd me and said a binch of stupid shit AMANDA816 yes i'm talkin to you!
so my day was pretty cool
cleaned erins room the rest of the way and took a really good nap
thought about calling adam (daddy!) but i figured he was busy getting ready for the super bowl
he's into all that football shit
i just don't understand sports ya know?
uh... didn't hear from dirk today which kinda bugs me but he is probably busy and he doesn't have to call me anymore if he doesn't want to cuz he's not mine anymore
and hopnestly i think he's got someone else in his life
but that is none of my business
i have my life now and he has his
i have a baby to thing about and i have the father to take care of me cuz dirk and i aren;t together anymore
but i defenitly don't want a relationship with adam like i had with dirk
what me and dirk had was special and i will never ever forget what we had
he treated me with nothing but respect and love and i love him for that
but i fucked up the relationship and now i have to pay for ir and i am
i have to except the fact that we aren't together anymore and maybe it's better that way
now he can have his own life
one with out me and he can find someone that will give him the love that he deserves
hopefully someone pretty and that won't treat him like i did
but gotta go
so my day was pretty cool
cleaned erins room the rest of the way and took a really good nap
thought about calling adam (daddy!) but i figured he was busy getting ready for the super bowl
he's into all that football shit
i just don't understand sports ya know?
uh... didn't hear from dirk today which kinda bugs me but he is probably busy and he doesn't have to call me anymore if he doesn't want to cuz he's not mine anymore
and hopnestly i think he's got someone else in his life
but that is none of my business
i have my life now and he has his
i have a baby to thing about and i have the father to take care of me cuz dirk and i aren;t together anymore
but i defenitly don't want a relationship with adam like i had with dirk
what me and dirk had was special and i will never ever forget what we had
he treated me with nothing but respect and love and i love him for that
but i fucked up the relationship and now i have to pay for ir and i am
i have to except the fact that we aren't together anymore and maybe it's better that way
now he can have his own life
one with out me and he can find someone that will give him the love that he deserves
hopefully someone pretty and that won't treat him like i did
but gotta go